"Sex Confessions" is a series featuring your naughtiest bedroom secrets and fantasies. Some will sound familiar, others may give you ideas, some will turn you on, and some are dark and twisted. You might want to sit down for this.
There are tons of things that turn us on. Things that aren't typical. Some of us get aroused when we see a man cleaning. A man with a vacuum in his hands -- that's sexy. Some just want a tall, dark, and handsome stranger loving on us. But one woman admits that while she likes those things along with the typical stuff, when it comes to getting turned on she likes some really strange erotica and porn. Geena* looks like your next door neighbor soccer mom, but she admits that she is a bit of a pervert when it comes to turn-ons. And she feels a little bit weird about it. Not even her husband knows about her fetish. Let's let Geena explain.
I read a lot. And I love erotica. Yes, I read the Fifty Shades of Grey books. They were good. But I like more than that. Kinkier than that. I'm kind of embarrassed to admit that. It's not that I want to have whips and chains and nipple clamps and bondage and handcuffs and all that stuff in my real, everyday sex life with my husband, but I love reading about it. I love watching porn that shows it. And sometimes when I close my eyes when I'm intimate with my husband I think about it. But I really don't want to act any of it out. Seriously. I don't.
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In fact, if my husband did any of the weird stuff I see in the porn I watch or read in my naughty books, I would freak out. I watch it when I'm alone and the kids are at school and hubby is at work. I take a ten minute break every once in a while and take care of myself. Shhh. Or I read it at night before bed. Hubby doesn't know what I'm reading. Gosh, this is so weird to even admit anonymously. I don't want rough sex. I love it slow and passionate, mostly. But in porn, that rough sex turns me on. I have no interest in having anal sex either, but when it comes to porn ... yes, I want to see that. I want to read all about it. Maybe it's more of a voyeur thing? An imagination thing? A fantasy thing? I hope I'm not alone.
What do you think of Geena's confession? Can you relate?
*Name has been changed.
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