Hilaria Baldwin Suffers Second Miscarriage in Seven Months

Nicole Pomarico November 12, 2019 at 11:07 AM

Hilaria Baldwin with daughter
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This is so heartbreaking. On Monday, Hilaria Baldwin revealed she suffered a second miscarriage after losing another pregnancy less than a year ago. There aren't words to describe how sad it is she has to go through this all over again.

And we truly feel for her family.

Hilaria shared the news with her followers on Instagram with a lengthy caption, along with a video of her and her daughter.

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A post shared by Hilaria Thomas Baldwin (@hilariabaldwin) on Nov 11, 2019 at 5:29pm PST

In the video, Hilaria and Carmen, 6, are talking about when they will finally have a baby, and Hilaria says she hopes it will happen soon.
"We are very sad to share that today we learned that our baby passed away at 4 months," the celeb mom wrote in her caption. "We also want you to know that even though we are not ok right now, we will be. We are so lucky with our 4 healthy babies -- and we will never lose sight of this."
"I'm really devastated right now," she added. "I was not expecting this when I went to my scan today. I don’t know what else to say...I’m still in shock and don’t have this all quite clear."
At 20 weeks pregnant, of course she wasn't expecting this.
So sad.

Hilaria also shared an update on her Instagram Stories after her appointment Monday.

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"Today opened and it was not a nightmare ... just a sad reality," she wrote in another post she shared on Tuesday morning. "Thank you all for your kind and sympathetic words. I didn't know so many tears existed in the body. I'm trying to be present for my grief but understand that life goes on and there is still beauty, even in darkness."
Hilaria Baldwin and her husband, actor Alec Baldwin, have four children together: daughter Carmen, 6, and sons Rafael, 4, Leonardo, 3, and Romeo, 1.
The mom of four first announced this pregnancy in September, also in an Instagram post.

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It is still very early...but we have learned that there is a little person inside of me 💛. The sound of this strong heart makes me so happy—especially because of the loss we experienced in the spring. We want to share this news as we are excited and don’t want to hide the pregnancy. These first few months are tough with exhaustion and nausea...and I don’t want to have to pretend that I feel ok. My one request is that the media not send paparazzi to follow me or buy independent paparazzi photos, hence encouraging them. I want to remain peaceful during this very early time in my pregnancy and getting chased around by cameras is not in the doctor’s orders 💛

A post shared by Hilaria Thomas Baldwin (@hilariabaldwin) on Sep 18, 2019 at 9:46am PDT

She shared a video of her baby's heartbeat, letting her followers know that although it was still early, she was very excited to have good news to share -- especially after she suffered an earlier miscarriage in April.
"I want to be a part of the effort to normalize miscarriage and remove the stigma from it. There is so much secrecy during the first trimester," she wrote at the time. "This works for some, but I personally find it to be exhausting. I’m nauseous, tired, my body is changing. And I have to pretend that everything is just fine -- and it truly isn’t. I don’t want to have to pretend anymore. I hope you understand."
Our hearts are with Hilaria and her family.

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A post shared by Hilaria Thomas Baldwin (@hilariabaldwin) on Oct 5, 2019 at 4:50pm PDT

Hopefully, she's taking care of herself and surrounding herself with love from her kids and from Alec. This has to be such a devastating time -- no one deserves to face something like this.
We'll be thinking of her.