We knew Sunday's episode of Keeping Up With the Kardashians was going to be rough to watch, but we didn't realize just how disturbing Kim Kardashian's Paris attack was. During the episode, there were a number of moments that had us gasping, but perhaps the most difficult moment to watch was when Kim said she "mentally prepared" herself to be raped. Ugh.
Kim recounted the details of the night she was attacked to sisters Kourtney and Khloe in an emotional scene. She revealed that, after thinking about it countless times, she believes that the men were following her the entire time she was in Paris. The mom of two is pretty certain that the attackers knew when Kim was in her apartment alone due to their reconnaissance and the fact that she was Snapchatting her whereabouts, and that's when "they just went for it."
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Kim recounted hearing footsteps pounding up the stairs while she was in bed. She assumed it was Kourtney and her assistant Stephanie, tipsy after a wild night out. She called out, but there was no response. "And then at that moment when there wasn't an answer, my heart started to get really tense," she said. "I knew something wasn't quite right."
Kim talked about how after she started getting hysterical one of the men taped her mouth shut. "And then, he grabs my legs and I wasn't, you know, I had no clothes on under [my robe]," she recalled. "He pulled me toward him at the front of the bed and I thought, Okay, this is the moment they're going to rape me. I fully mentally prepped myself -- and then he didn't."
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Thankfully, Kim wasn't harmed and the men were just after her jewelry, but still. Talk about an intensely traumatic experience. In the span of a few minutes, Kim thought she was both going to be shot and/or raped. No one should ever experience something like that.
In the episode, Kim seemed like she was doing okay, despite what she went through. It's been reported that she's received therapy to deal with everything, as well. Hopefully, seeing the episode didn't undo all the work she's done to move on after the terrifying ordeal.
Thank goodness Kim came out of this unharmed, but there's no way she'll ever be the same.