New Mom Secrets: I Wish I Never Had a Baby

I say screw you agentbrez! This is suppose to be a non judgment zone. You claim you would never say you wish you never had a baby, bit you're on this site aren't you!? I totally relate with anonymous- I have a 2 month old and I'm realizing my life is over. All I want to do is take a shower and be able to make myself breakfast after a good night sleep. I know that wont happen until the kid leaves the house. I was happy before and now I've ruined it thinking a baby would make me even happier. I'm so regretful and ashamed. There is no going back :(

I can definitely relate to this mom. I had my baby at 18, he's now 6 months old and won't let me do ANYTHING without him. He's begining to have separation anxiety, I'll leave the room for one second and he starts screaming. I'm a single mom (the dad is not involved at all) living with my parents. I want so bad to be out of my parents home but I feel as though I'm bound down to stay here for a few more years by my son. I don't know if I will survive as a fully single mom. I miss being able to go out whenever I want and stay out as long as I want. I miss my friends. I miss being able to play The Sims all day without interruptions. I miss not having to worry about when his father is gonna come around and take me to court. I think what the anonymous mom meant was that she loves her son, but there are moments when she wishes she never had him. I have never wished I never had him, I just sometimes wish he wasn't mine. I love him to death, but I sometimes really hate being a mother.

Sxyliljoker19 that was rude. CPS should not take her baby away and maybe she is just somewhat overwhelmed? It is an adjustment period for some moms. Not me, but some. I suspect postpartum depression is partially the problem

I am thirty weeks pregnant and I'm already feeling the need to say that I just don't enjoy the fact that my free life is over thanks to a pooping eating slobber machine. As you mums call it love, I call it toleration and responsibility. For those of you who'd like to tell me to adopt my son out, I'd like to say no thank you. I may not enjoy motherhood, but I'm at least responsible enough to raise the child that is currently being a parasite to my body right now, even if I'm not fully engorged to spend my next few years trying to juggle him with college and a job. I won't drop my child on someone else's door. 

I TOTALLY can relate with you girl.... how are things going for you now? Any better? My son is about 7 months old, and I feel like I just can't take it anymore.... I am NOT a motherly person... at all. I mean, when I have help, it's not THAT bad, but when I am by myself, his crying drives me insane, and I just wanna cry myself!! I DEFINITELY miss the way things USED to be, more than anything. .... :/ It makes me really depressed actually. I do love my son, but I hate all and everything that comes along with being a mother. I REALLY don't wanna hear hate feedback, just if anyone else feels the same...???